Monday, February 26, 2007

Art Pee Jokes


My very first post was a much more literate joke, but today's were all pee jokes.
I keep thinking I am making he funniest paintings I've ever made right now in the studio. The next painting i finish will be called "Why are you looking up here, the joke's in your hand"
Related to my constant thoughts on personal pronoun use in art (more to come on that soon enough), I want to name a show "I weed in your eye".
In more domestic design matters, I need to make a sign for my bathroom that reads "I peed in your pool. Swim in my toilet!"

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

Lackson Mac Low "Pieces O' Six"

I have been reading Jackson Mac Low's book of prose poems called Pieces O' Six. On the recommendation of the friend who lent it to me I skipped halfway into the book and read outward. His writing on writing addresses very eloquently some things I am thinking a good deal about in painting (see: Pardon Secured...I swear this is the end of my Redemption Song and What Came Before After .
Less a feeling of commonality between my concerns in painting and his in writing, more that his writing on writing indicates the specifics of my own medium by pinpointing some things in Mac Low's own.

From Pieces O' Six XVIII:
No reader, (except the writer or another who reads all the drafts in turn, including the return to the first) has an experience from the text different than if there had been no revisions. Only writing has the capacity to be invisibly revised or restored to a former state- and strictly speaking, only when all drafts except the final one are destroyed. This can be done (at least exteriorly) with speech also, but it requires far more drastic actions- destruction not only of all records, written, photographic, or electronic, but of all hearers of the earlier speech (but there's still the speaker- which is the reason for the "at least exteriorly"). Every kind of of swearing or frightening to silence or mind-tampering is uncertainly efficacious. And even murder may out. As for the movements among thought, speech, and writing- they're as multifarious and problematic as ever. The thought that accompanies (and is said to be "expressed in") writing seldom takes place without the writing- or at least is very different in notable ways, when it takes place without writing. And after writing the writer may well disappear- inevitably does, since the person who reads aloud or silently or explicates is no longer the author at the moment of writing. And speech weaves among the other two, interrupting and modifying them when it seems most silent or absent.

Friday, February 09, 2007

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

She was imaginary. And so was my folly. And her words too.


Anonymous comment on "Coming Soon. & On rats. From Daddy Wolf. From James Purdy.":
Yes, well it's redemption, isn't it, you expect chaos, you get order instead. Unment expectations. Miracles.

My response, written today at the laundromat(where I am without a computer):
The unaffected shrug I read in your words about redemption is seductive.
Like the relief of taking your first cigarette from someone older who assures you that it is just a cigarette. So relieved not to have to rake yourself over the coals, you can ignore the implication in their words that there are bigger things to worry about and just sit and smoke.
I would have done horrible things for Quatorze when she used to visit. Because of her shrug.
It is her shrug I read in your words.

Falling back on the chaise longue with a loud sigh at at the mention of miracles is careless and bizarre. Miracles reside well beyond the boundaries of intention and accident.
Your unmeant miracles suggest the diminishment or compression of meaning used to hasten sentimentality by admen trying to sell me something. I read in your sigh something more affected and distanced than tragedy or romance; that is, the self-conscious adoration of the romantic and tragic. I would venture that if it were miracles you were speaking of your cynicism would be impossible.

Saturday, February 03, 2007

Hobos. Diet Ppsi. Calaway Park.


I just finished watching Emperor Of The North Pole. A bit like a Sunday afternoon film for kids, but with Ernest Borgnine hitting hobos in the head with hammers.
It has Lee Marvin in it.
Along with diet cola and greasy pizza, Lee Marvin is comforting to me. Weekends spent at my Dad's house as an adolescent eating, drinking, and watching Lee prance around berating someone to do something like kill Nazis or....kill Nazis.
My inbox contained an email about Gowan. Now, I had to second guess my memory, but I think I saw Gowan at Calaway Park when i was a kid, or my sister and cousin did and I stole their memory.
But the Volkswagen Beetle with the stickers all over the windscreen and the periscope out the top, that's mine and no else's.

Some more details about a curated solo show of mine in Montreal in October should be forthcoming soon.